Played basketball for pe today...played match with 3e1 and 3e2 i think...me and leslie never wear pe attire...both of us just dont feel like wearing it~dont wanna do pe...both of us slack during the match~stayed in the shade...dont feel like doing anything today...after school went to walk around bm with kevin and leslie...then headed back to school with kevin~had to do some rehearsal for mrs.yeo farewell...gonna do backstage with kevin and zi lin...reached school still rather early...got the key from geraldine and went to the hall and played cards with jasmine, wei jian and kevin...turns out that today's rehearsal is just a run through for the band members~only a talk by the teacher only...what a waste of time~set-up mic and went to backstage with kevin to slack...ended up drawing on the white board...after the whole thing wanted to play basketball but got training and cannot borrow ball~so walked back home with kevin....today is kinda of a bad day~bad mood, not feeling well, that stupid headache suddenly return and everything seems to be happening so fast....feels as though the weight of the earth is on me and the world seems to crashing straight on to me....holiday seem to be coming at a dam fast pace~is it a good or a bad thing? part of me want holiday and the other half want school...promoted to express next year or normal or retain~the time is coming...staring in the air at blank spaces seems to have become my habit~lots of thinking going on...thoughts flooding my mind...looking at things from way above is sure a view~not like the view really matters though...the plunge look like everything will be over but i know it is not and i will not do it...
Joash
7:06 AM
