Emotions are brimming, heaven is pouring. Will you make it through the rain?

slack at home the whole day today...life feels so wasted nowadays...gonna be away to malaysia tomorrow till dont know when...gonna have to wake up super early in the morning and go there~too bad this time my brother aint coming along...he has to go to school o.oll...lots and lots of things are going through my mind...memories going through my mind~things were much better back then...thinking thinking and thinking...wonder if it will rain at malaysia...somehow i wonder what my life is gonna be in the future...gotta go pack my stuff later for the trip...the sky always seems so peaceful when a person is happy but it changes when a person is down...feel like basketball-ing~just wanna let it all out...had laughter during biology lesson during the holidays~miss chandran is always nagging at zhen yuan to excercise o.o...poor guy is at a high risk of like so many disease...well there is nothing i can do for now or what i can do...i dont know what to do...feel so lost...somethings are not the same...current addiction to 'with you' by chris brown

Joash
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